Thursday, September 6, 2007

RIGHT!!!

Right, I am determined to have a good go at this, i am feeling much better, better each day infact - my body probably just needed a good rest, i am on a multi vitamin and taking berocca just to get me going. I am going to rest up for a few more days and then get stuck into being a new fit and healthy person on Monday.... I think my biggest downfall has been my "need" for socialisation, i love visiting and having people over and doing stuff. Which in turn usually leads to bad food, drinking and then more bad food to make me feel "better" the next day. If it wasnt for weekends i would be set!!!! Funny isnt it how the things we love most is the things that bring us most undone.

I am really head strong at the moment - i have been feeling very uncomfortable in myself the last little while as i am not healthy and carrying a bit extra weight. Time to make a change and put my foot down, i can do this - i have done it before, i just need to be aware of my pitfalls and live life acordingly.

I do have another issue with weekends though - not sure how i will sort it out - i love to have a bit of a sleep in on a weekend, which means ususally getting up about 9.30 or 10.00 this means i have "missed" meal one and should be nearly ready to have meal two - i dont know where to go with this, should i start with meal two at that time or should i have meal one and then be 2 hours behind for the day and be eating lunch at 3pm? Or should i just get up early and eat and then hope that i can go back to sleep for a bit - no ideal either i dont think. Anyone reading have any suggestions??

Will post some measurements on Monday - dont think i will be looking forward to them, but at least i know they can only get smaller :)

Bec
xox

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