OOPS

Ok i have been absent for quite some time - i had thought i had gotten back on the horse so to speak but then i guess i didnt.
I really dont know what is wrong with me at the moment i just cant seem to motivate myself to do anything. I really want to do something and i keep complaining about it to my husband and friends, but then when it comes to DOING something it just doesnt happen. I really dont know what i need to do to change this awful mindset that i have at the moment.
Maybe just getting off my arse and getting to the gym would be a start!!!! I am starting to feel my clothes getting a little tight especially around my belly, i am not too bad in other area's just there.
Thankfully i am still keeping up my netball so i am not completely out of the picture, but my food choices are just shit to be honest - i get it right for most of the day and i am doing really well having salad and chicken for most meals with a bit of mayo in there for flavour, but then i fall over and bring out the cheese, and the alcohol!!! That i think would be my biggest downfall at the moment.... i am drinking too much. Well i have decided as has Tim that we are going to do something about it - no doubt we will feel like we have cut our arm off when we adjust our portion sizes and cut out the alcohol but i really need to do something.....